I have an eating disorder.
It doesn't make me any less human.
I have to cope some way or another.
Age: 22
Height: 5'5
HW: 145.3
CW: 129.4
LW: 107.1
GWs: 130, 125, 120, 115, 110
UGW: 105 and below
Formerly teapotsandforksandknivesohmy.
I made this necklace long before this happened. This tsunami, earthquake… it has shaken my life (no pun intended) and thrown it around, and I’m honestly worried to death. Now this necklace means more to me than ever. I can’t contact the person that means the most to me right now. He lives in Tokyo, and I just don’t know what’s going on there. I’m so incredibly worried. I’ve heard stories that say many people in the Tokyo-metropolitan area are without power, which means I will be unable to contact him until things are back to normal… I’m also terrified that I won’t ever be able to talk to him again, um, if you know what that means. I don’t know what I would do without him in my life.
I am agnostic, but admit that I am praying for him and for those in Japan affected by this disaster. For the families who have lost someone, for the mother who has lost her son, for the father who has lost his daughter, for the girl who has lost her sister, for all of those who have to suffer with the loss of someone so close to them, for all of those who had to give up their lives.
May hope be planted and may it sprout from the aftermath. May hope grow from the disaster. May things fall into place again.
I usually don’t reblog these posts but I will pray for you and those affected. I am agnostic as well.
Did you ever think of making those necklaces and selling them? You could donate the money earned to help those in Japan. :)
Stay strong!
I just want to be thin now. I want to be able to go to any store and fit into their clothes with no problem. I want to walk by a group of guys and catch them looking at me because they think i’m cute. I want a guy to be able to easily pick me up and hold me. I want his hoodies to look huge on me. I want to accomplish something for myself, prove people wrong, and just feel good and happy. I want confidence and to not feel ashamed of myself. I want to be the life of the party, and not the one sitting down texting in the corner. I want to be thin and I want to be happy. My body is holding me back from living my life to the fullest and it needs to change no matter how much work it takes.